Hi, it’s been a while. I was so focused on my media literacy class’s blog and my finals that I stopped posting on this blog. I felt the need to vent a bit, and this is where I do it best. I am having a wonderful break. I am relaxing and taking time off. I should be relieved and stress-free. I should, so why am I so conflicted? I am a freshman in college, but for some reason, I can’t stop thinking about the future. I can’t stop thinking about where I am going, and it scares the crap out of me. I am afraid that I will have no career. I am afraid that all I am making is mistakes and nothing is right. Why do I feel like this? I should be enjoying myself. I am a freshman for crying out loud. I keep trying to apply for jobs at my university, but I don’t think I’m qualified for any of those jobs. How will I be qualified for the real world? I keep telling myself that I am going to make it, but I also keep asking myself: how?
Sera-Ann
The Indie Photographer 